"HAVE A NICE DAY"
HAHA THAT'S CRAZY... || 2025-03-30
Inspired by moments when you’re stuck in a conversation you don’t want to be in; maxed out on fake laughs, just waiting for an exit.
That specific feeling of doing the polite nod-and-laugh while screaming inside.
Ba-Da-Ba by 2 Mello was the first track to come to mind when making this; its upbeat but detached vibe match exactly how those moments make me feel (physically present, mentally gone).
Brings me back to my days working retail; a phrase repeated so often it loses meaning.
"JADED"
REST HERE FIRST... || 2025-03-30
Thoughts that never stop; a blessing and a curse.
Made listening to Soft Shock by Yeah Yeah Yeahs on repeat; a soundtrack for the almosts and what-ifs. So many ideas you’ve overcomplicated at 3AM; there’s tranquility to come.
The tones of jade green are a peace offering to yourself (and yes, the double meaning's intentional). It's okay to be tired.
P.S. If you’ve ever hated yourself for "wasting" time, this one’s for you ♥
"MUSH"
A PUDDLE OF FEELINGS... || 2025-03-28
This piece is about trying to build a life you actually like; about feeling overwhelmed and dissolving into paste.
Made listening to Sprawl II by Arcade Fire on repeat; scream into the void. It's the slow rot of conformity; a stubborn glow in the sludge.